My Sky~

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Tag： Bitter    is    the    wine    taste                                          

She is the queen, he is the King, and I am just a small potato!

In the first sight, I see her beauty, elegant, and soft manner, she just sat there like a lily—white and pure. I do not know how to describe my feeling, when I heard that she is his friend, suddenly, I taste the bitter spirit. From then on, I know that “zitrone” is so acid and acerbity. This kind of feeling is indescribable. When I saw she sat beside him, I know she is different; she is the fairy queen in the Lord of Ring. She is pretty, tender, and gentle, I know that everyone who sees her will be attracted by her. For she is so charming, there is no doubt that this is the kind of woman he love. She accord with all his imagination. She is the real goodness for him. I am the wrong person appeared in the wrong time. I should disappear this time. The one who take him as her king, the one who love him so deeply in heart, the one who will never leave him is dying!

Time after time, he hurt me so many times. What he cared is only himself, he can do all these just because we are casual friends, he did not put me in his mind, so he do not care to hurt an irrelevant person. I cry in my dreams so sadly. I dreamed that he lift me and put me on his shoulder, but after the sun rise I knew all these are just dreams. After all dreams...

All is fantasy. All is illusion. All is false.

I think that he is in his happiest time in his life, the happiness he got is not the things I can bestow. So what I can do is to give my best wishes to the couple. Wish them happy ever.

想为你做件事
让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中
埋下我的名字
求时间趁著你
不注意的时候
悄悄地把这种子
酿成果实
我想她的确是
更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔
优雅成熟懂事
如果我退回到
好朋友的位置
你也就不再需要
为难成这样子
很爱很爱你所以愿意
舍得让你往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心

 

看著她走向你那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜
地球上两个人
能相遇不容易
做不成你的情人我仍感激
很爱很爱你所以愿意
不牵绊你飞向幸福的地方去
很爱很爱你只有让你
拥有爱情我才安心

In his mind, I am just a small girl, I am not mature, I am not pretty…

But, I want to ask, do you know that I’ve ever put you in my heart so tender. I do not want to see you were hurt by anyone. The most grieve thing is that, one day, when you look back, I’ve already fly away.

I know this is my imagination, you will never come back, and you will go ahead straightly. This is my King.

This passage is just to console myself.

Bitter……

Bitterness……

Which is lick up my “Liebe”!

Do you know?

 

From then on, that small girl is died. I will relive everything.

Be myself, be my true self!

Best regards for L and L.

- 作者： cloudnymph 访问统计：　2005年08月19日, 星期五 09:42 加入博采